Sometimes we can just be made fools of circumstances. You plan something nicely, and unexpectedly things go in the other direction. You think you finally know it, to find out you simple never understood.
Anyhow, I have a small little Good News. I emailed my doc to check on my status after my blood test, since my mum wasn’t very clear on what the situation was, and she replied me. My prolactin level has actually gone down to 1800. Previously, it anything was above 2200. Yet, the normal range is below 27.7, so I guess there is still a long way to go. I am on the max no. of tablets that doc’s usually recommend to their patients, and if it’s still not going to normalize the prolactin level, I would have to make a switch to another medicine.
So, that’s just one thing.
Been thinking on Sunday, had a chat with a lot of people about what I am doing, and what I hope to do, and what I like to do. It still comes down to the simple question of what do I want? It’s that simple, right? Cannot be paiseh … must be decisive on what I want.
Every time I am about to decide, something comes along to tug me in the other direction. Though I must emphasize that the strongest pull is not from here (UAE), yet the physically most compelling reason is to stay here too … Unless I can find something else besides the money to entice me here, I think I rather be some where else.
At least trying out something I had thought I wanted to do for a very long time. I’m sure I can get it, it’s just a matter of compromising on other factors.
Anyhow, I just drove down to Dubai from Fujairah, 2 hours drive … later got to go pick my engineer up from airport cos’ I have his visa. Need to grab dinner first … byes …